Friday, February 24, 2012

Fork in the Road? I Don't Even See the Road!

It has been a while hasn't it?  Well things are pretty much moving on at the same pace they were before.  Amanda and I are still dating (a month as of tomorrow) so I guess I haven't messed that up yet.  I never get tired of being with her.  Even tho we have started telling the same stories over and over, they still make us laugh every time.  We finally sold off my trailer in Ames.  Today I called to take my name off everything and it hit me that I no longer have any connection to Ames whatsoever... oh darn :P  I stopped liking Ames even well before I moved out of it.  Guess that city and I weren't a good fit.

I find myself really missing Sioux City.  It's not the best city in the world, but it sure beats the hell out of Mason.  Sioux City isn't the greatest city on Earth, but it at least has a Barnes and Noble for pete's sake.  My job is taking its toll on me and I'm not earning enough money to make it worth it.  One of two things is going to happen, I'm either going to get a raise, or I'm going to get a new job.  Too bad that composer thing won't net me any real money.  My mom keeps pushing for me to be a welder.  She doesn't see that I'm not built for it, nor do I have any motivation to learn.  This is what it all boils down to:  With very few exceptions... I have no clue where I want my life to go.  What will I do?

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